Oct 16, 2006 19:57
so im glad its all over..
im just glad i can say im fine without him.
It took alot to overcome it and i thought it woult dnever happen but it would have been impossible without my bestfriends by my side through every part. So ive moved on to better things. Im having the absolute time of my life. Everyday is a happy day for me and omggg idk im just so happy =)
Maybe it was easier when i saw some of my friends going through similar situations and i saw how sad they were and i hated seeing people like that & i realized i was one of those people. It was way to long and i was wasting my time being so sad over something i shouldnt let ruin my life. All it takes it friends support and a couple amazing guys to show me there are better.
I dont regret anything i guess but i just wish i wasnt so down upon myself..
but now im happy and thats all that matters
I went to two homecomings this year
& a couple weeks ago i would have never seen myself with the dates i went with. I also would have never met them if it wasnt for giving up. So thats a plus. Two senior homecomings was amazing.
Somethings i admit are hard for sure
but im taking it all one step at a time
i never realized the damage i went through.
Theres still alot to overcome but being over
him is good enough for me right now..
& its only getting better everyday. =)
One dissapointment is you choose her over me
wheres the apology the one girl i hate so much
and you sit and listen to all her lies
why.. what happend? I WOULD NEVER LET ANYONE
NOT ANYONE SAY ONE THING ABOUT YOU
& you let it all happen. It really dissipoints me
i dont understand it. It only upsets me, but go
ahead half the things she says are lies. Let it ruin
the friendship. But one last thing, Im not pissed off
im upset.