May 27, 2006 23:57
lately my days have been easier. But right now what im thinking is why are all the awesome guys taken. They are all taken. Sometimes its hard because i dont want to get hurt again ever like that. I dont want to give it to it because i never want a guy to have the power to ever break my heart. Its hard to find someone that you trust, or someone that actually could take the place of the one person that ment so much to you. And at the moment i thought i actually thought that i found someone who could i was an idiot and pushed back because i didnt think he would like me, but i was wrong. So i said hey i might give it a shot, but before i got it he got a girlfriend. I blew it when i could have had another shot. hmm so i say again.. why are all the good ones taken???!!
sometimes i just dont get it.
& it frustrates me!!!!!!!