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so im not going to lie here
i love him yeah & im not going
to lie or ever regret it.
No matter what if you really
feel love, it never goes away
i mean its love it cant go away
esp. if its true love.
But the pain..its unbearable
i mean how could i tolerate the
pain if it wasnt for my amazing
wonderful friends. They= life
right now to me & i thank them
and more for the support.
I really hate how mad/upset iam
over this i wish i could just stay
strong and say to the hell with it
im ok, but its not easy. Im turning
my upsetness/sadness into rage right
now and all im doing is saying hurtful
things why? I cant help myself i mean
maybe its the temporary feeling that
i can get away from crying or being
really upset. This really does hurt =\
So if love really all that amazing
why does it hurt like hell?
i love him yeah & im not going
to lie or ever regret it.
No matter what if you really
feel love, it never goes away
i mean its love it cant go away
esp. if its true love.
But the pain..its unbearable
i mean how could i tolerate the
pain if it wasnt for my amazing
wonderful friends. They= life
right now to me & i thank them
and more for the support.
I really hate how mad/upset iam
over this i wish i could just stay
strong and say to the hell with it
im ok, but its not easy. Im turning
my upsetness/sadness into rage right
now and all im doing is saying hurtful
things why? I cant help myself i mean
maybe its the temporary feeling that
i can get away from crying or being
really upset. This really does hurt =\
So if love really all that amazing
why does it hurt like hell?