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I hate acting like im dealing with things and i hate acting like im fine. Im always being brought down about and no one to talk to. I still cry myself to sleep at night and everyday is worse then the last. Everyone thinks its so god damn easy but its not and i doubt it ever will. I mean its better then it used to at least its not completely gone and maybe im just over reacting but it still hurts like hell. I swear i hate time, and i would do anything to get it back anything. Maybe i do or maybe i dont but no one understands and only some people are trying. I just miss the three simple words that could change my mood like the snap of a finger and made me feal better its fricken easy say them its the difference of me crrying myslef to sleep.
Just a kinda off day being the holidays and all. ;(
Just a kinda off day being the holidays and all. ;(