rawr!
I'm so ... horrible right now. I feel like complete shit!! AHHH!!! My ex boyfriend (not naming names) just can't let me go. He's all upset because I'm not with him, and he's all emo, and making me feel like shit for being happy. I'm so tired of this... AHHH!!!!!!!!!!! and then lately some stuff with Tracy has been bothering me. I feel really excluded from her, like I'm not important to her anymore. Maybe I'm just jealous, or maybe I'm just not good enough for her. I'm just tired of my whole life being shitty. It doesn't matter what I do, or how I try it's never good enough for anyone. and I'm asking now for not anyone to bitch at me for writing in my journal, this is MY JOURNAL and if you don't wanna listen to me bitch, don't fucking read it. see look, now I'm a rampid bitch. see what you fuckers do to me?
I need to move out.
I'm leaving. hopefully I get hit by an abnormally large Fed - Ex truck.
good bye.