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I'm Happy. I'm done being sad, I'm done crying, and I'm done trying to make everyone happy. Me and Hoover aren't friends anymore, after the things she said about me she expected to still be friends, I don't think so.
Jen,
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I was such a "bad friend" I told you what was coming from my hear. He IS an asshole. He IS using you. He WILL hurt you. I didn't want to see that happen to you again, so I tried my hardest to try and find you a new man. I told you he was a worthless asshole. I know that you love him and I'm sorry he hurts you, but why do you want to be with someone that isn't going to love you back. Maybe one day you'll see that, maybe one day you'll see that I was ony trying to help you and that I do love you. I'm not even mad at you for the things you said, I just know now that I just can't put my trust in people so easily. I love you Jen, and it really hurts me that you, of all people, the one person I thought would be my best friend forever, can turn around and stab me in the back. There's nothing I'm going to do to change your mind, and I don't want to. Maybe we're better off like this, You don't get caught up in all of MY problems, considering it's "all about me".
You are right. I AM a bad friend. Everything IS my fault. and I'm NOT PERFECT. If you weren't right, Tracy would still be my best friend, Stephanie wouldn't be running away from me and avoiding me, Krissy wouldn't be running away either. And you wouldn't hate me. I realize that I've done something wrong, something that I can't fix. I guess you'll all have to accept me for what I've "turned into" or ... don't talk to me at all.
I'm getting my license ... WOOT WOOT!
Jen,
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I was such a "bad friend" I told you what was coming from my hear. He IS an asshole. He IS using you. He WILL hurt you. I didn't want to see that happen to you again, so I tried my hardest to try and find you a new man. I told you he was a worthless asshole. I know that you love him and I'm sorry he hurts you, but why do you want to be with someone that isn't going to love you back. Maybe one day you'll see that, maybe one day you'll see that I was ony trying to help you and that I do love you. I'm not even mad at you for the things you said, I just know now that I just can't put my trust in people so easily. I love you Jen, and it really hurts me that you, of all people, the one person I thought would be my best friend forever, can turn around and stab me in the back. There's nothing I'm going to do to change your mind, and I don't want to. Maybe we're better off like this, You don't get caught up in all of MY problems, considering it's "all about me".
You are right. I AM a bad friend. Everything IS my fault. and I'm NOT PERFECT. If you weren't right, Tracy would still be my best friend, Stephanie wouldn't be running away from me and avoiding me, Krissy wouldn't be running away either. And you wouldn't hate me. I realize that I've done something wrong, something that I can't fix. I guess you'll all have to accept me for what I've "turned into" or ... don't talk to me at all.
I'm getting my license ... WOOT WOOT!