Fucking Hate On Me

[xxbleedingeyes]

Everyone has their own stress relief
and sometimes you just get addicted

self abuse
and cocaine
no love
blinding pain
use the needle
or the knife
which do we use
to fix our life
blackened eyes
silent tears
frozen lies
hidden fears
i cannot trust
i cannot care
im not my own friend
even i do not dare
bleeding heart
with none to call
nothing that's mine
to carry my fall

this is me
this is murderous