SO FUCK YOU!!!
Jesus fucking christ, i'm already in a bad mood and i just typed all of this shit in my journal and i look back and it's all gone...god damnit.
Anyways, today was pretty horrible. It started when i woke up this morning all tired and crappy feeling because i spent most of the night moving around. Then i had to go to school and face all these people that i just didn't feel like talking to. Vo Tech was alright i guess, but i had cramps so i decided that i was just going to go home when i got back to school. Well i tried calling home but of course...no answer. So i had to sit through the first part of my 4th hour all miserable. Then after the lunch bell rang i went to the office again and tried calling home and no one answered so i ended up having my neighbor come pick me up. After i came home i took a good 2 hour nap which made me feel a little better. Shannon came over after she got out of school and talked to my mom about what happened. I'm really glad my mom got over the whole Dave sneaking out to go to Shannon's house thing because it really sucked. She left to go out to eat and then i just sat around the house for awhile. She came back and then Dave came over. At first i didn't really mind having anyone come over because i figured it wouldn't be that bad. Then i got really irritated because Dave kept trying to put his finger in my belly button (which i have big issues with.. i don't know why i just have a belly button thing) and i got really irritated. Then Shannon was trying to help him and i thought i was going to kill someone. I got really irritated and tried to kick them out but they wouldn't leave!!! I was so pissed. After a little bit though i calmed down. I just kind of wanted to be alone today because it's like every single day. I come home and all these people show up without even asking me or calling to let me know they are coming. I usually don't really care because it's nice to have friends over but yesterday and today i'm like "Ahhh i hate the world everyone get away from me" and i know that if people stop coming over i'm going to be like "Waaah everyone hates me" Jeez...PMS is so evil..
Anyways, today was pretty horrible. It started when i woke up this morning all tired and crappy feeling because i spent most of the night moving around. Then i had to go to school and face all these people that i just didn't feel like talking to. Vo Tech was alright i guess, but i had cramps so i decided that i was just going to go home when i got back to school. Well i tried calling home but of course...no answer. So i had to sit through the first part of my 4th hour all miserable. Then after the lunch bell rang i went to the office again and tried calling home and no one answered so i ended up having my neighbor come pick me up. After i came home i took a good 2 hour nap which made me feel a little better. Shannon came over after she got out of school and talked to my mom about what happened. I'm really glad my mom got over the whole Dave sneaking out to go to Shannon's house thing because it really sucked. She left to go out to eat and then i just sat around the house for awhile. She came back and then Dave came over. At first i didn't really mind having anyone come over because i figured it wouldn't be that bad. Then i got really irritated because Dave kept trying to put his finger in my belly button (which i have big issues with.. i don't know why i just have a belly button thing) and i got really irritated. Then Shannon was trying to help him and i thought i was going to kill someone. I got really irritated and tried to kick them out but they wouldn't leave!!! I was so pissed. After a little bit though i calmed down. I just kind of wanted to be alone today because it's like every single day. I come home and all these people show up without even asking me or calling to let me know they are coming. I usually don't really care because it's nice to have friends over but yesterday and today i'm like "Ahhh i hate the world everyone get away from me" and i know that if people stop coming over i'm going to be like "Waaah everyone hates me" Jeez...PMS is so evil..