Bang Bang!
ok for all whos reading this ... i didnt think that this would come to be so OMG horrible...yesterday i lost it .. i lost my damn mind doing the unthinkable .. and if it wasnt for dana and brianna i would have just gave up and let it happen... i ended up cutting really bad yesterday all becasue my parents are assholes and want there life they didnt have... i cut down ... as hard as i could to ... i didnt feel i i didnt hthink about it i jsut did it! it got pretty bad and i still not sure ifit doing to be ok ... i lost atleast 4/5 big spoon fulls ... and my arms looks really crappy and discolored! i didnt think about the people i would hurt and ididnt think about anything of that matter... i just cant take having to go through this everyday... they say ineed to go out and hang with friend and finally when i want to .. and be with sumthin i truely care about.. they say no cause they dont know him... hello my dad doesnt know any of my friends and i go with them.. stop trying to pertect me from shit you messed up on in your life.. its bad enough i have to deal with it but jesus .. dont go putting your shitty problems on me ... i hate you and i will always hate you ... dont ever expect to have things to get batter cause of right now your nothing to me.... not a fucking thing!