Apr 19, 2004 21:35
If I'm not able to talk to him by tomorrow evening I swear I'll shoot myself or just go insane literally...
I don't know why it bothers me so much. I was sitting in the common house next to Tom on the couch while ave was cleaning his room and I was thinking really hard about it and I had to fight back tears. I care about him so much but I dunno ahhhhhh
I had it all planned out that I was going to talk to him today but things came up so I couldn't and I had prepaired myself and everything for it cause it's really hard for me to tell people about how I feel.