In Fear of Rejection...
I dunno what to do, I've already established that I should talk to him, but I'm in fear of fucking it up. I've talked to a few people about the deal and hey nothings perfect nor does it last forever... I know I love him though that's the major sucky part of it. But if he doesn't feel the same way about me I don't want it to be fake you know... Also I know I can get on peoples nerves sometimes, and I'm not the most angelic girl out there. I just want to please him and do whatever I can to make him happy it's almost scarey and it's taking over my life. Not that it's a bad thing but I don't want to give out to something that doesn't want to give back. In other words I hope everthings going okay but if not... there's nothing I can do about it that I know of unless he wants to tell me if I'm doing something wrong.
-Mollie