Apr 30, 2004 22:13
1) My friends are my life and my world
2) I would be dead right now if it wernt for certain people
3) I would be dead right now because of certain people
4) I've been in catholic school my entire life except for kindegarden and this year
5) I know basically nothing about this world because it's been kept from me my entire life
6) I broke my leg irish dancing after I got out of the shower on St. Patricks day when I was naked..I was inspired my a performance at my school
7) After I broke my foot and it started to heal I fell down and rebroke it so it never healed right and I run really really weird
8) I'm very selfconscience about the way I run and walk
9) When I was little I had a fro..until 7th grade when my mom finally let my hair grow past my ears
10) My dogs name is Holly and she saved me twice..once from someone trying to break in..and then when a rat was near my leg and she killed it
11) My parents are very over potective
12) My mom is obssesed with god..a little too obsessed
13) I'm actually pretty smart..I juat dont like doing school work or home work, but I kick ass on most tests
14) I'm a self-mutualator among other things and I dont care if anyone knows cause I'm sick of making excuses of why there are cuts on my body
15) I used to play basketball before I fucked up my leg
16) I dont have much common sense
17) I thing cotton candy flavored ice-cream is yummy
18) I like to write all over my body in pen
19) I like music..all kinds
20) I like to write poetry
21) I always wanted to put my blood in a caligraphy pen and write a poem in blood
22) I've been fucked over too many times to count
23) Guys and me are a bad mix..it always ends up bad
24) Hot pink is an awesome color
25) I want to die my hair red very very very badly
26) to ghetto dance although I prob look like some weird white girl shaking her non body
27) I want to learn how to play the drums and guitar..drums more
28) One of my brothers died
29) My other brother is a rapist among other horrible things and I hate him with my everything
30) When I was little I used to look up to my neighbors like they were gods..I wanted nothing more for them to consider me their sister
31) I always wanted brothers more than anything
32) I love John, Chris, Jay, Devon, Stewart, John. G, and others because I grew up around them and I wanted to be their sister so bad..especially John..now I'm not so obsessed, but I miss looking up to them..now I just see them for the people they really are..not the person I once thought..not the ones that I created with bits of their personality..not saying their horrible people..
33) I wish that John and Chris were my brothers
34) I like it when a guy holds me tight..or just holds my hand or anything..not even in a romantic or horny way..just to show that they in some way care
35) I had imaginary friends when I was little..they didnt go away until I was 12..they wouldnt get out of my head and I saw them everywhere..they were real
36) I see things in my head that I dont want to
37) I keep alot inside
38) I trust a very small amount of people..major trust issues
39) I get taken advantage of alot
40) I'm afriad of letting myself be happy
41) I discovered alot of things about myself that I had forgotten by doing this...