FUCK!a great word for a great world
my car was broken into.my cd player and my cd book with all my favorite cds were stolen about 100 cds.my door is bent into an ungodly position and my backseat is bent to hell.i don't even know what to feel I am fucking numb I need to feel something anything...i feel nothing.I would rather feel anything than nothing.its not the material possesions I really care about it's that my music which is what makes everything better and makes me happy and is just the only thing good in my life is gone.I still have hundreds of cds but not those ones not the important ones.I could always go to one of them to forget all the stupid shit in my life and daydream or whatever.gone.bye.This may not seem like a lot to some people but music probably has kept me from doing so many horrible things to myself and others.it's really all i have sometimes I don't care how stupd it sounds but it's true.