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why is it that when you fuck up... it follows you for the rest of your life? or at least it seems to.
i just wish, i wish i could just erase everything from my memory and start myself over again. it would be so much easier that way, but i suppose its good i remember. it hurts so so very bad... and i know i am definatly not the only one hurting, but you learn from the past. if i could of known the things i know now back in highschool... if i only did. yet, they have made me the person i am today. im not sure if that's good or bad. but whatever it is, it is me.
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i just wish, i wish i could just erase everything from my memory and start myself over again. it would be so much easier that way, but i suppose its good i remember. it hurts so so very bad... and i know i am definatly not the only one hurting, but you learn from the past. if i could of known the things i know now back in highschool... if i only did. yet, they have made me the person i am today. im not sure if that's good or bad. but whatever it is, it is me.
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