douBtS
doubts are inevitable. people are always going to doubt what is going on in there lifes. even the wonderful things they have, they doubt if they are worth it. i bet you have done it.... i know i have. but just remember... love is the only real thing. love is all there is. i had a dream that put doubts into my head. but then i took a bath and thought of the reality of things, and... what's the point... i have this beautiful person in my life, and i wish i could go back in time and make everything perfect between us. but what if i had... what if i went back in time. things wouldn't be the same as they are now. its true, everything does happen for a reason. this love happened for a reason, and thank god it happened. i have lived and learned so much in the past 8 months, and grown so much i believe in just the past couple. i see things in a new light. i see people as they are.
random blabbering is what i am good at. i just, wish doubts weren't part of reality. but then again, thank god for baths.
You Learn
I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at anytime Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn Wear it out (like a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The fire trucks are coming up around the bend You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn You grieve you learn You choke you learn You laugh you learn You choose you learn You pray you learn You ask you learn You live you learn
i do mean well... even though my actions dont always show it.