megan i need you!!
so me and marco hvae been having such a great time these past couple of days. we saw each other every day and had a good time. but something inside me tells me that he was just using me as a girl to hang out with while he was in town so he wouldnt get bored. then i think why would he take me out and spend money on me if he was just using me. then i think why would he have gone to kroger to get condoms and taken me to a parking lot if he wasnt using me. then i think if he was using me then why didnt he keep asking me to have sex with him like other guys have done. then i think that if he was using me he wouldnt have said that he would miss me. but then i think that he was using me because today when he said goodbye since he is going back to florence he said "well, it's been fun" implying that this was just a vacation thing. but then why would he have made me that cd and remembered and everything when i only asked him once and i had to ask richie like 100 times before he would do anything for me. god i dont know what to think. he told me he would come visit me in corinth. to fuck? or to hang out? i dont know. and then he asked me to come see him in florence. to fuck? or to hang out?