Always Time
My anger, I've determined, is set off by a team of emotions, not just by anger itself. More importantly, I've decided to just go with instincts, rather than dreams. If I believe things won't happen the way I feel they ultimately should, Im just going to give up. Im not taking stabs at Jenny, but I feel our goals are completely different. I want "us" to be happy, whereas Im not really sure what she wants. She has no time, or so she says, but if you ask me, there's always time to start a relationship and maintain it. Whether you believe the time is there or not, it is. Its the little things that matter anyway. The phone calls every now and then to check in on things, the random stop-ins to see how you're doing...it's the little things. Anyone who thinks otherwise is fucking retarded. I just dont know...the only for sure thing is that I have about six months left in Saginaw, and decisions better be made shortly, or shit will change durastically. Anyway, I think Im going to go get ready for work. Out.