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Went to the Saves the Day/Taking Back Sunday show tonight. pretty good. TBS has been better but Saves the Day played really good but it was kinda bittersweet. I mean i listen to them when im depressed. and then to have the cause of that depression standing next to me made it worse. and to top things off they (the person) kept moving from in front of me to behind me to the side of me never standing in one place makeing me feel even more uneasy. It was a little to much for me to handle.
and to make this a little longer lyrics to songs i cant stop listening too.
Smackin' Isaiah - Class of 97
How much more could you ask for? It's been three years and some change and you're on your way. But only assholes want to fall in love. We spent four in that shithole and nostalgia remains. How about me? I feel nothing at all. I feel nothing at all. And all that's real is really far off. I don't want to want her. I just want the chance to see. Because all of my dreams mean shit to others. I want to go back and fix what's wrong with me. Life has a way of fucking you up just by being there. I want to start it over again. Time stands still while you think of the ones that have forgotten you. I want to start it over. I want to start it over. Because all of my dreams mean shit to others. I want to start it over again. So, tell me how you are...
Smackin' Isaiah - September 9th
I got her picture on the bathroom mirror, that way she's always looking at me. I don't, but if I did I'd keep our conversations long and interesting. That's something I can't bring about it real life. I'm gonna stay lost for now, if she wants to find me. She probably won't, somebody has to remind me. She'll have her world to keep, and I'll be a fuck up singing cliched lines like they're cliched straight from me. I think she knows I'm always trying to get near her. Avoid eye contact like before, like I don't care anymore. Another shitty song, an unoriginal thought passed, but why should I try writing a unique one? I'm gonna stay lost for now, if she wants to find me. She probably won't, somebody has to remind me. She makes me feel like shit without realizing it, and I can't seem to shake it off. If only I could choose the right words right enough. If only I could turn this outside feeling inside out just like the last song. Maybe I'll throw in a joke right here. Silent, honest, horrified. In the back of my head with my false pride. I'll stay here with these forgettable words from a song that you'll never hear.
and to make this a little longer lyrics to songs i cant stop listening too.
Smackin' Isaiah - Class of 97
How much more could you ask for? It's been three years and some change and you're on your way. But only assholes want to fall in love. We spent four in that shithole and nostalgia remains. How about me? I feel nothing at all. I feel nothing at all. And all that's real is really far off. I don't want to want her. I just want the chance to see. Because all of my dreams mean shit to others. I want to go back and fix what's wrong with me. Life has a way of fucking you up just by being there. I want to start it over again. Time stands still while you think of the ones that have forgotten you. I want to start it over. I want to start it over. Because all of my dreams mean shit to others. I want to start it over again. So, tell me how you are...
Smackin' Isaiah - September 9th
I got her picture on the bathroom mirror, that way she's always looking at me. I don't, but if I did I'd keep our conversations long and interesting. That's something I can't bring about it real life. I'm gonna stay lost for now, if she wants to find me. She probably won't, somebody has to remind me. She'll have her world to keep, and I'll be a fuck up singing cliched lines like they're cliched straight from me. I think she knows I'm always trying to get near her. Avoid eye contact like before, like I don't care anymore. Another shitty song, an unoriginal thought passed, but why should I try writing a unique one? I'm gonna stay lost for now, if she wants to find me. She probably won't, somebody has to remind me. She makes me feel like shit without realizing it, and I can't seem to shake it off. If only I could choose the right words right enough. If only I could turn this outside feeling inside out just like the last song. Maybe I'll throw in a joke right here. Silent, honest, horrified. In the back of my head with my false pride. I'll stay here with these forgettable words from a song that you'll never hear.