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if you ever wondered what the hell is going on youre probably missing the fucking point--because the point is to just be. just fucking roll with it. i cant shake the idea that this is a great river im on, and it speeds up and slows down and it's deep and shallow and it's always changing and i just feel like i was built to take every single drop of it however it comes. i love the happy and the sad, and the gold and the shit. this is my version of having an external locus, while it's still totally internal at the same time. im boy scout ready for anything and thats how it's always been, which is why i still have kind of a hard time understanding why anyone flips out over anything. i can just deal, magically i guess. if you know anyone like this send them my way so we can float along together plz/i love you all have a nice time be safe see you around%$