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I'm. So. Beat.
This weekend is going to be a hot mess. Going home to NH right now. Getting to south station amidst rush hour traffic was a fucking nightmare. I thought I was going to off myself. But thankfully I made it with about 30 seconds to spare. The text from Tran 'somehow I knew you'd be alright' was actually uplifting in more ways than just a reference to the bus.
Tomorrow I'm moving in most of my crap. All my clothes and some small stuff. Back to NH that night. Sunday, moving down the big things in the Explorer.
Helluva weekend ahead of me. I don't want to deal with it. I just want to get it over with. I might just knock myself out with benadryl again tonight so I don't stay awake and think about it.
BUGGAH.
This weekend is going to be a hot mess. Going home to NH right now. Getting to south station amidst rush hour traffic was a fucking nightmare. I thought I was going to off myself. But thankfully I made it with about 30 seconds to spare. The text from Tran 'somehow I knew you'd be alright' was actually uplifting in more ways than just a reference to the bus.
Tomorrow I'm moving in most of my crap. All my clothes and some small stuff. Back to NH that night. Sunday, moving down the big things in the Explorer.
Helluva weekend ahead of me. I don't want to deal with it. I just want to get it over with. I might just knock myself out with benadryl again tonight so I don't stay awake and think about it.
BUGGAH.