Another update
Well my fellow friends I havent posted in over a year I tend to just keep my myspace up and never write on here but I feel like venting in general so here i am...The past year has had its ups and downs. Last year in July I got really sick and ended up having my gallbaldder removed but its been a year and Im still sick on a daily basis feel nauses, dizzy, not able to eat at times and having severe stomach pain...Its not so much fun and Ive had dozens of tests and visits to the ER I just keep hoping that things will go better SOON!!! Monday I have a procedure being done and I dont want them to find anything bad but I do just because I want all this to STOP! My best friend Jamie and Jim had a baby, James on April 11th, 2007...It was sooo amazing and James Boyd is sooooo Beautiful I love him. They are getting married on August 25th 2007 and I cant wait and couldnt be any happier for them. Also Ive decided to move back with the rents at the end of August and transfer to macomb I really really dont want to but its wuts best right now and I just want to be done with school and get a good job and settle down. Im back at DQ as a manager and I also just got hired at an assitant living home as an attendant care worker, Im super excited and I know its going to go well. In May my great aunt took my bro, sis, cousins, and I to the Bahamas and it was amazing. Im so lucky and blessed to experience the things I have and I thank God for everything. In September on the 7th 2006 a man who touched my life forever passed away. His name is Patrick Baron. My friend called and asked if I was sitting and I said yes and she told me that Patrick was going to be taken off life support and that he had lung cancer for the past few months. I was horrified because he left Mirage a few months before that and I didnt really get to say goodbye. I hate myself so much for not going to visit him and all and he was like one of the few men in my life who has been a father role model. He was generous and funny and so sweet. His voice was sooooo distinct and when he said ur name you would just smile. He always brought his coke from burger king to work because that was all the "spending money" he had left for the week. And I will always rememder the times before severing dinner where wed be waiting for the speechs to get over and then prayer to start and Pat would tell me that he wanted to give the prayer at my wedding one day. When he told me that it brought tears to my eyes. God I miss him more than anything and its making me tear but so Im going to wrap this up. I will always keep you in my heart Patty you were an amazing man and I know youre with my grandma and everyone else who has passed away and with the angels and of course God and thats what really matters, thank you for everything and inspiring me with all you said and I love you Patty! And I guess you save the best for last...I met the most amazing man ever and I love him more than anything, his name is Jim, although all his friends call him Lewis. I went to Florida with him and his sister and family and met his parents and brother. It was a great time and Im hoping to go back at Christmas time. Jim and I started dating on April 25th 2007 and we have been together almost 3 months. I love spending every minute I can with him and I havent been more happy in my life and I hope someday soon we will get married :) I know its fast and some ppl have mentioned that to me but I have been in and outta relationships since I was 16 and Im 22 and half and I just know that this is real and I know that God is telling me that hes the one I want to be with forever and I could be wrong but I really hope Im not. Hmmm he makes me smile and Im just soooooo happy...Everything is just so right when Im with him and I couldnt ask for anything more...Again I dont like to focus on negative but Im not blind either I realize that maybe we are in our "honeymoon" stage or whatever u want to call it but Im willing to work things out as they come and spend the rest of my living years with James Anthong Lewis because he is the man of my dreams. Well I guess thats about all in a nutshell, Ill try to keep up and post again soon, I love my family, friends, and of course Jim :)