Jul 05, 2007 20:33
I told Chris today that I can't be his friend. It's too hard. I love him, and having the same relationship as a couple without being one is too stressful.
Especially under these circumstances.
I need to make sure I don't falter. I need to make sure I stick to my guns, as hard as it is. This will prove to me my self-control.
This is so hard.
I haven't had a breakdown of this magnitude in a very long time.