where is summer? seriously?
me and dana got up at 12 today. awesome. everyone came over and we had a big bbq. i felt bad for missing sal's thing. i'm totally broke though. i feel horrible for not seeing stefani either. she's the only one who's truly always there for me when i need her no matter what, and i wasn't there for her. i'm so sorry and i love you so much. i know you've been through so much these past couple of days but i love you so much and you're such a strong person and i hate to see you sad. her birthday party is the 19th but i didn't know that and made plans to work with my mom like a month ago and i can't get out of it. i feel terrible, i really do. i hate making people feel bad because it makes me feel even worse. tomorrow i go to my first day of work. training from 7 to 9 and i'm so nervous. i mean, it's only ralph's but i've never had a job before. i hope i do okay. i really can't wait until summer. i can't wait until school's over in 5 more days. this has really been the worst year of school ever. i can't believe sal's moving. that really makes me upset because he is there for me when i need him and we did get close this year. i think i need some alone time. everyone's outside now. my neighborhood is going camping in september i think. or maybe october, who knows? oh that should be fun. me, a bunch of boys, and one bathroom. fun! i guess it's just one of those days. one good thing did happen, my avon came in! amazing. oh yeah, and tomorrow i'm supposed to wear a white shirt but the one i just bought is totally see through, so i guess we have a bit of a situation on our hands. hopefully tomorrow will be better.