exhausted querries. yes; querries. look it up!
well i just got back from natalie's house and entertaining her parents for a night like i do with all my friends' parents. hell, she did get a break of doing it herself for an hour. i was exhausted afterward tho. i brought up my dad, which is usually a foolproof plan of funny conversation, and for once, i felt like i was finished with that topic. healed, moved on, blah blah blah. so unfortunately i didn't feel like i needed to prove myself. and again, i was so over ammentorp, and i also didn't need to prove myself for getting a 2.75 GPA. it was kinda unexpected for me. these were dead topics finally!: completely over high school, DONE! GOODBYE! and so her parents have this cock-eyed perception of me that is quite amusing,... but really just exhausting on my part. and for morgan too, who yet again had to defend everything he does. why do people ask only the kids who know what the hell they're doing to prove themselves? what about the people aimlessly wasting their lives? how do they get away with escaping this? i should ship an idiot over to every person who's bombarded morgan or myself with accusations to prove ourselves and did not accept it when we gave them answers. it'd make them so happy to have someone to lecture and yell at! and it'd be real~! they'd be making the difference they wanna make! what should i call it - "Deliver-A-Dolt"? hehehe
on the bright side, i loved natalie's dad, i hinted her mom should be open about mental problems, and i kept natalie and morgan away from the computer (and blackmail pix of me) and gave em a break from dealing with defending themselves. :)
hahaha i have a bad attitude in the classroom. that's a funny one. ammentorp doesn't count, i can't keep up the facade for 2 yearz; he found me out waaay back when i gave it up. hahaha but the others are my best goddamn friends. :)
...hey look, i DO have a bad attitude! ok. you caught me. :)
aaaah natalie....what would i do without you? hahaha :sticks tongue out: wink::
<3 beki
on the bright side, i loved natalie's dad, i hinted her mom should be open about mental problems, and i kept natalie and morgan away from the computer (and blackmail pix of me) and gave em a break from dealing with defending themselves. :)
hahaha i have a bad attitude in the classroom. that's a funny one. ammentorp doesn't count, i can't keep up the facade for 2 yearz; he found me out waaay back when i gave it up. hahaha but the others are my best goddamn friends. :)
...hey look, i DO have a bad attitude! ok. you caught me. :)
aaaah natalie....what would i do without you? hahaha :sticks tongue out: wink::
<3 beki