oh, the irony...
so let's see, the dr. didn't take me seriously, so NOW that i have an ear infection, i'm going back for meds. ow. lol
yestderday i slept, thinking it would get better. (also changed my schedule to make it easier on me! ) but unfortunately, i still got sicker. gahhhh!
today i went to school and saw maya and adam were back together! wow, i was SO happy for them! that means it takes a special girl for him to want to try harder, and she is worth all the trying and patience it'd take, and i respect her because she openned her mouth to talk to me, and her whole life came tumbling out lol! so it was really nice thank u babe, next fri will rock
that kept my mind off where the hell morgan was, cuz i hadn't been able to get ahold of him since last night, which was unlike him, and that ditching feeling would have returned, kinda did, and so he felt bad after, but basically its cuz he was late, then he realized he switched out of calc, the only class he had on 1-3-5 days, so ditched with kev and tony and watched movies at tony's. lol
then we went to yearbook and zeigler attached a leash to morgan and gave me the other end hahaha so we walked that way to catalina coffee. that was pretty cute lol we had a nice time.
then after school, we went with derek and megan to our double date at collet's tea, which went very well it was nice. der's bday date, i guess a little. lol we had fun derek got teased (oh yeah, i still got it!) and morgie was charming, but hadda go to a bonfire, even though it was supposed to be at 6, kevin said 5 last minute and cut short the date. o well hope it was fun.
there WAS one page somewhere in the blanks that told nicole and my saddness turned to frustration at derek's neglect, but at least i'm kinda emotionally oer it by now, we just wanted him to KNOW it.
but really it seems like he's not ditching us that much, actually trying to get back in touch now! do i sense another full 180 from him soon? i dunno. let's hope~
yestderday i slept, thinking it would get better. (also changed my schedule to make it easier on me! ) but unfortunately, i still got sicker. gahhhh!
today i went to school and saw maya and adam were back together! wow, i was SO happy for them! that means it takes a special girl for him to want to try harder, and she is worth all the trying and patience it'd take, and i respect her because she openned her mouth to talk to me, and her whole life came tumbling out lol! so it was really nice thank u babe, next fri will rock
that kept my mind off where the hell morgan was, cuz i hadn't been able to get ahold of him since last night, which was unlike him, and that ditching feeling would have returned, kinda did, and so he felt bad after, but basically its cuz he was late, then he realized he switched out of calc, the only class he had on 1-3-5 days, so ditched with kev and tony and watched movies at tony's. lol
then we went to yearbook and zeigler attached a leash to morgan and gave me the other end hahaha so we walked that way to catalina coffee. that was pretty cute lol we had a nice time.
then after school, we went with derek and megan to our double date at collet's tea, which went very well it was nice. der's bday date, i guess a little. lol we had fun derek got teased (oh yeah, i still got it!) and morgie was charming, but hadda go to a bonfire, even though it was supposed to be at 6, kevin said 5 last minute and cut short the date. o well hope it was fun.
there WAS one page somewhere in the blanks that told nicole and my saddness turned to frustration at derek's neglect, but at least i'm kinda emotionally oer it by now, we just wanted him to KNOW it.
but really it seems like he's not ditching us that much, actually trying to get back in touch now! do i sense another full 180 from him soon? i dunno. let's hope~