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why is it always about what we had? you should consintrate on remembering to forget about holding on to these days. the truth lies beneath lies it wont ever see the light (i dont want to see a thing). my hopes (murdered by your fears). im so sure of one thing, time changes peopl and places, situations just not you. youll never change, youll always stay the same. you wont be held because im letting go. its always the same thing always the same thing. is that all this is worth? there is 100 million ways to die but only one way to live and i anticipate my revenge.(dont know what is says here) grip the sheets tight, knuckles white and promise myself this is the last time. i swear this is last time and i wont regret anything. untill the day that i finally decide to speak. then youll know what it feels like. so why cant you feel me sliping. so i think im in love with the way you eyes reflect bright light but thats all we will ever be. untill the sun stikes solid ground (today is the day) we cave in, we fall apart. and when the spotlight shines again the night will be hours for hours. i cant understand how.......... but i understand that you fuck yourself and sometimes you just forget its hard, so hard. ......... just cant get it. bite down, so if i decide to run and get a big enough lead that you wont wanna chase me. (you dont know who i am anymore) ok so i gotta go you dont know who i am anymore. its just step back just a simple step back. (then it says something about breaking backs) at least i know i tried. these are just some words i sing to a song to fill in the gaps between the verse and voilent sing along. you dont know who i am any more. and now its overrated, purely overrated......(dont know what is says)....... and that wont change till you change and you wont change if it was the only thing i asked. is that all this is worth. i swear this is the last time and i wont regret anything.*and you know what this feels like* so why cant you feel me sliping.
fuck.
fuck.