what ever happend to bros before hoes??? (don't read this it's lame)
vague... is what this post will be
i hate christmas... i don't mean to sound Scrooge-ish but all i'm saying is that i can feel where the nigga's coming from. he's got no family and doesn't like to see tacky blinking X-mas lights... but thats no reason do talk smack about tiny tim... i'm just pissed cause i do absolutely nothing on x mas, i just sit around watching basic cable with spicy wishing that the whole world didn't shut down... oh and my family doesn't do anything cool cause the normal part of the family doesn't like my weirdo parents... i can't wait to have my own family and stuff to do fun things on x mas...
i really wanna see my old bestfriend... i wanna go skate with him and not worry about the past... i know he wants to see me, but i don't know if i can handle it. i know i'm supposed to forgive and forget. i'm afraid of being vulnerable. things will never be the same... i'm over what happened. i've come to terms about what happened and i don't even care.. it's over, people mess up... but i still feel uneasy about alot of things... i still have strong negative feelings towards them... i don't hate them... i just feel weak and crushed when i think about them and everything... i know how both of them are as people... sarah hasn't changed in mine opinion(and in other people oppinions)... i know she's sorry... i just don't like how fake she is... different around every person... i pray she changes... it has to suck not know a sense of self... she is the coolest girl when it just you and her... i always thought that it was the real her, i just don't know... shawn's rad he's got a good personality... he's got some KILLER hair... but he just loves his vices... he means good in what he does... he just gets caught up in things of bad nature and in his self pleasure... it just seemed like it was all about him, being self centered sucks... i bet if he cleaned up he would be the coolest person in the world... you can drink and not get drunk... drunkenness is a downfall that destroys people and good intentions... (god i just want some closer)... I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTER!!! (lord please calm me... i don't like feeling broken forever...)
also i feel extremely alone... and when i like someone a bunch of BS happens and drama likes to intervene and ruin all the fun... why can't people just be pseudo happy for me... i don't even know how to explain... this dude likes this girl... i'm uber amped on the same girl... i think that dude's amazing... (i wish i had a grill) ...girl tells dude she's amped on me... dude's pissed... blah blah blah crap crap crap... i'm just going to do what i think is right... and if it's not... who cares, everything will work out. i'm a nice dude, with some nice dreams, see these ice cubes, see these ice cream... i mean i'm a chill dude, i'm not going to get down. CRUSH DRAMA... all i want is people to be real
i hate the dell version of the Ipod... i broke it one day after i got it... freaking poser Ipod...
WHY WON'T ANAH AEVIA PLAY ON MY DELL JUKEBOX!!!! WHY!!!! I HATE DELL... THIS DAMN THING IS FROZEN... DIE DELL DIE...
i love jesus he was born in september... bump december... stupid capitalist ruining a good niggas name... that's right me and jesus are niggas...
andheartssemicolon
jihad
aaron
hey god... help a nigga out with some drama issues... calm everyones heart... and i wanna say a prayer for everyone that has it even harder then me in life, i could have no home and have to sleep on the streets... (i'm from the streets... G GG GGG GGG G G-UNIT) ...i'm thankful for the family and friends i have... even though i complain about my family... they love me and i love them... give me mom the strength she needs... and i love you
p.s. can you pull some strings and send a miracle my way. i really want my car fixed
i hate christmas... i don't mean to sound Scrooge-ish but all i'm saying is that i can feel where the nigga's coming from. he's got no family and doesn't like to see tacky blinking X-mas lights... but thats no reason do talk smack about tiny tim... i'm just pissed cause i do absolutely nothing on x mas, i just sit around watching basic cable with spicy wishing that the whole world didn't shut down... oh and my family doesn't do anything cool cause the normal part of the family doesn't like my weirdo parents... i can't wait to have my own family and stuff to do fun things on x mas...
i really wanna see my old bestfriend... i wanna go skate with him and not worry about the past... i know he wants to see me, but i don't know if i can handle it. i know i'm supposed to forgive and forget. i'm afraid of being vulnerable. things will never be the same... i'm over what happened. i've come to terms about what happened and i don't even care.. it's over, people mess up... but i still feel uneasy about alot of things... i still have strong negative feelings towards them... i don't hate them... i just feel weak and crushed when i think about them and everything... i know how both of them are as people... sarah hasn't changed in mine opinion(and in other people oppinions)... i know she's sorry... i just don't like how fake she is... different around every person... i pray she changes... it has to suck not know a sense of self... she is the coolest girl when it just you and her... i always thought that it was the real her, i just don't know... shawn's rad he's got a good personality... he's got some KILLER hair... but he just loves his vices... he means good in what he does... he just gets caught up in things of bad nature and in his self pleasure... it just seemed like it was all about him, being self centered sucks... i bet if he cleaned up he would be the coolest person in the world... you can drink and not get drunk... drunkenness is a downfall that destroys people and good intentions... (god i just want some closer)... I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THINGS BETTER!!! (lord please calm me... i don't like feeling broken forever...)
also i feel extremely alone... and when i like someone a bunch of BS happens and drama likes to intervene and ruin all the fun... why can't people just be pseudo happy for me... i don't even know how to explain... this dude likes this girl... i'm uber amped on the same girl... i think that dude's amazing... (i wish i had a grill) ...girl tells dude she's amped on me... dude's pissed... blah blah blah crap crap crap... i'm just going to do what i think is right... and if it's not... who cares, everything will work out. i'm a nice dude, with some nice dreams, see these ice cubes, see these ice cream... i mean i'm a chill dude, i'm not going to get down. CRUSH DRAMA... all i want is people to be real
i hate the dell version of the Ipod... i broke it one day after i got it... freaking poser Ipod...
WHY WON'T ANAH AEVIA PLAY ON MY DELL JUKEBOX!!!! WHY!!!! I HATE DELL... THIS DAMN THING IS FROZEN... DIE DELL DIE...
i love jesus he was born in september... bump december... stupid capitalist ruining a good niggas name... that's right me and jesus are niggas...
andheartssemicolon
jihad
aaron
hey god... help a nigga out with some drama issues... calm everyones heart... and i wanna say a prayer for everyone that has it even harder then me in life, i could have no home and have to sleep on the streets... (i'm from the streets... G GG GGG GGG G G-UNIT) ...i'm thankful for the family and friends i have... even though i complain about my family... they love me and i love them... give me mom the strength she needs... and i love you
p.s. can you pull some strings and send a miracle my way. i really want my car fixed