RETROSPECTIVE
today at one o'clock i have a research paper due about some problem related to non-western art... i suck at life and procrastinated so bad... i don't even have a topic so needless to say i'm not doing it til tonight and turning it in late...
in retrospect to this problem i have become enlightened...
all that is going wrong in my life is my fault... i have all this school stuff that should of been done weeks ago due today and tommorrow thats isn't even started yet... MY FAULT!!! my car is wrecked broken and its hard for me to get to work and other places... MY FAULT!!! i don't budget my money right so its hard to pay bills... MY FAULT!!! i make the people i care about the most hate me... MY FAULT!!! i get myself in bad positions with girls... MY FAULT!!!
don't feel sorry for me i'm just a stupid boy that needs to grow up
man i should listen to some posi-core or somthing
father, here is a public confession that i hate free will!!! being a zombie would be way easier, but i like choosing to love you and having a free and beautiful mind... i suck at the situations and tests you throw my way... i don't fail but i always make a D -... i make the stupidest choices... show me what you want for me... give me some down time to study before the next text so i can get a A next time... i'm sorry i disappoint you... from here on out i will strive to do my best and think before i act... i have your grace but i can't keep acting a fool and using that as a crutch...
p.s. oh and can my car get fixed sometime
in retrospect to this problem i have become enlightened...
all that is going wrong in my life is my fault... i have all this school stuff that should of been done weeks ago due today and tommorrow thats isn't even started yet... MY FAULT!!! my car is wrecked broken and its hard for me to get to work and other places... MY FAULT!!! i don't budget my money right so its hard to pay bills... MY FAULT!!! i make the people i care about the most hate me... MY FAULT!!! i get myself in bad positions with girls... MY FAULT!!!
don't feel sorry for me i'm just a stupid boy that needs to grow up
man i should listen to some posi-core or somthing
father, here is a public confession that i hate free will!!! being a zombie would be way easier, but i like choosing to love you and having a free and beautiful mind... i suck at the situations and tests you throw my way... i don't fail but i always make a D -... i make the stupidest choices... show me what you want for me... give me some down time to study before the next text so i can get a A next time... i'm sorry i disappoint you... from here on out i will strive to do my best and think before i act... i have your grace but i can't keep acting a fool and using that as a crutch...
p.s. oh and can my car get fixed sometime