** Babysitten **
Lets
see today was just a blah day. I woke up by Gern callen me and tellin
me she wasnt commin over for practice. so i got up and just kinda hung
around the house. My parents made me mow the lawn :-( i guess it wasnt
too bad. I came back inside and did absolutly nothing!! The babies got
here around 6!! So yea i got to babysit! umm that went fine i love
them! they are so cute and so much to fun to play with. Belle wanted to
ride on the 4 wheeler so we did. lol jordon is scared of it so he hid
inside lol. We came in and watched Cinderella and the little mermaid.
Ha good movies!! lol they left around 10. I got 20 bucks ahh not to bad
for pretty much doing nothing. I really miss Justin!! I donno man i
still feel like hes mad at me. I donno what to do! i never get to see
him anymore. I feel like sometimes he hates me and doesnt even
enjoy being with me anymore. I hope im wrong and im just being
parinoid. Well im tired. I'm gonna run through my rutine and then
prolly go to bed. I hope he calls me tonight :-( I love you justin!!!