happy new year
Happy New Year! Not really anything different except the date. I quit smoking as my resolution. So far, so good. I've only been awake for a couple hours though. I have cigarettes I'm just not going to smoke them. That makes it even harder knowing I have them. Ha. I think I can do it. I had fun lastnight so that was good. I miss Ty I haven't talked to him for 2 days and things aren't the same as they used to be. :( Everytime something good comes along, I fuck it up. Hopefully this time things can be fixed..Anyway..I don't know why I'm writing, I'm just bored and wanted to do this stupid thing to get other things off my mind..
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before- kept something from my bestfriend for almost a year.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year- I didn't make one last year, this year it's to quit smoking, i haven't smoked a cig so far...ha
3. Did anyone close to you give birth- My big sister :)
4. Did anyone close to you die- My grandma :(
5. What countries did you visit- Mexico
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004- Security and confidence
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why- December 2-grandma died. December 6-i felt happy. like i was in the right place, with the right person..
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year- I think figuring out who I really am, but I couldn't have done it without the purest, most honest person I know...Ty.
9. What was your biggest failure- Letting some of my friendships die out, being selfish, hiding how i feel until it's too late.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury- Nope
11. What was the best thing you bought- Hmm I dunno? I buy alot of random shit.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration- Kaleb.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed- jen.
14. Where did most of your money go- stupid shit i dont even remember...
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about- Going to Mexico with Shan, Colorado with my family twice :)
16. What song will always remind you of 2004- the artist in the ambulance by thrice
17. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier, sadder- sadder
18. What do you wish you'd done more of- laughing
19. What do you wish you'd done less of- Shutting down my social life and wasting time on people who didn't appreciate it.
20. How did you spend Christmas- I spent it at home with mi familia.
21. How did you spend New Years Eve- At Mason's. :)
22. Did you fall in love in 2004- ♥damn near
23. How many one-night stands- What do you consider a one night stand???
24. What was your favorite TV program- The Real World
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year- I hate one person. I didn't know her last year. I still don't "know" her but she has hurt someone I love and she needs fucking help.
26. What was the best book you read- Catcher in the Rye
27. What was your greatest musical discovery- Mmm that's hardd...
28. What did you want and got- The best bestfriend I could imagine having.
29. What was your favorite film(s) of this year- Napoleon Dynamite hahaha
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you- I was 15, I went to PF Changs with my family and then came home and ate cake with Shan and Ty :)
31. Whats one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying- Only one thing that I still don't have.
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004- pajamas.<3
33. What kept you sane- Music
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most- That's hard too..
35. What political issue stirred you the most- John Kerry's bullshit.
36. Who did you miss- Blake, Shan, Jen(minus the fact that she's currently a tweaker)
37. Who was the best new person you met- Charlie, Jonathan & Sean
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004- Some things never do change.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year- "Go on ahead and let it fade away. No looking back, you know the past will stay. It's you and me, we could get out of here. Jump in and go, we could drive for years. We could feel alive." - Mae ♥