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life is getting really boring. it's all routine. i need a change. i noticed it today, i took a shower, and everything i did after that was routine. the same exact thing i do every single day. i am getting bored with my life, which causes me to be unsatisfied.
ty and i went to cali on thursday for his work. it was a fun trip, nice to just get away with my bestfriend and have talk time and all that jazz...ya know?? i had a good time, i don't know about him. i hope he did. i think it was good for us. he got a speeding ticket on the way home though, i don't think that made him all that happy. ha. poor kid.
i got real sick lastnight. it was so weird. i drank budweiser, got a little too drunk, and got so sick. i never puke so it was weird. i was like shaking and couldn't breathe. i couldn't see anything. i came home and passed out, woke up at like 9 this morning and i've felt like shit all day.
i think something is bothering me, but i have yet to discover what it is. i think i'm lonely. everywhere i look there are these happy couples and it makes me feel like shit. i love being single, don't get me wrong, but it's been long enough. i hate it. but whenever a guy comes along, i get scared and run, and i am never satisfied.
i'm a retard.
bye.
ty and i went to cali on thursday for his work. it was a fun trip, nice to just get away with my bestfriend and have talk time and all that jazz...ya know?? i had a good time, i don't know about him. i hope he did. i think it was good for us. he got a speeding ticket on the way home though, i don't think that made him all that happy. ha. poor kid.
i got real sick lastnight. it was so weird. i drank budweiser, got a little too drunk, and got so sick. i never puke so it was weird. i was like shaking and couldn't breathe. i couldn't see anything. i came home and passed out, woke up at like 9 this morning and i've felt like shit all day.
i think something is bothering me, but i have yet to discover what it is. i think i'm lonely. everywhere i look there are these happy couples and it makes me feel like shit. i love being single, don't get me wrong, but it's been long enough. i hate it. but whenever a guy comes along, i get scared and run, and i am never satisfied.
i'm a retard.
bye.