gah.
they believe the brain tumor may be back. don't ask. i don't want to talk about it. i don't like it. it upsets me very much so. gah.
my printer is a tweaker. it just randomly prints hundreds of blank pages with a few numbers or letters on them. and it never quits. gah, again.
school is so - +10 o's - good. i found out today that i got the highest score out of anyone on my science midterm, and i have the highest grade in the class. yay-yaa...annd i have the highest grade in my english class, and i am almost done with it, i just have to read one more book. i started it today, and i'm already on page 100..it's 327 pages. gah. i hate reading :( but i'm doing really well and i'm almost finished with my classes.
i wanna fall in love again. and i think its happening, right before my eyes. i'm scared. shitless..
i miss having 5 million friends. i miss being cool with everyone. i miss BLAKE, brandon, cjh, dustin, matt, blue, bradley...i miss everyone. i miss mike and cmonster. i miss the way life used to be. how did it all slip away?? how did i let that happen??? im retarted.
Rachel Joy Strand is one of the most amazing girls I've ever met. We have so much in common. Especially in the love area of our lives. She has like thee best things to say. I really think we need to start talking more, and hang out. She's just so damn far awaaaay. :(
iplledtheTRIGGER: seriously after you dont talk to them for a while ur like hey okay maybe i dont like them and then it's just a simple hi and your like FUCK YOU YOU RUINED MY LIFE AGAIN
Rach, we need to move to space, and get those hot aliens...and have hot alien sex in the spaceships...bwahaha. i <3 you girl.
well i'm going to read, and sleep. sorry i haven't been updating lately, not like ya'll care...no one comments anyway. goodnight.
my printer is a tweaker. it just randomly prints hundreds of blank pages with a few numbers or letters on them. and it never quits. gah, again.
school is so - +10 o's - good. i found out today that i got the highest score out of anyone on my science midterm, and i have the highest grade in the class. yay-yaa...annd i have the highest grade in my english class, and i am almost done with it, i just have to read one more book. i started it today, and i'm already on page 100..it's 327 pages. gah. i hate reading :( but i'm doing really well and i'm almost finished with my classes.
i wanna fall in love again. and i think its happening, right before my eyes. i'm scared. shitless..
i miss having 5 million friends. i miss being cool with everyone. i miss BLAKE, brandon, cjh, dustin, matt, blue, bradley...i miss everyone. i miss mike and cmonster. i miss the way life used to be. how did it all slip away?? how did i let that happen??? im retarted.
Rachel Joy Strand is one of the most amazing girls I've ever met. We have so much in common. Especially in the love area of our lives. She has like thee best things to say. I really think we need to start talking more, and hang out. She's just so damn far awaaaay. :(
iplledtheTRIGGER: seriously after you dont talk to them for a while ur like hey okay maybe i dont like them and then it's just a simple hi and your like FUCK YOU YOU RUINED MY LIFE AGAIN
Rach, we need to move to space, and get those hot aliens...and have hot alien sex in the spaceships...bwahaha. i <3 you girl.
well i'm going to read, and sleep. sorry i haven't been updating lately, not like ya'll care...no one comments anyway. goodnight.