May 14, 2012 23:37
sorry i've been M.I.A. lately,
i'm working 2 jobs and my free time has literally vanished in result.
things are going decent - i'm working at a cafe and then at a retail store. i'm trying to coordinate them around each other which is stressing me out, especially on days like today where i work the cafe in the morning and then do a closing shift at the clothing store (totaling 12 hours).
the only upsides to all this mayhem is that i'm making some good money and getting some serious exercise. i'm walking all over the place, carrying heavy things and never sitting down so it's bound to count for something. my feet are insanely tired but i think that's a good sign.
the bad part is that all of the food at the cafe is so delicious and i need to have more control.
haven't weighed myself in a week or so. it's weird because i used to have to weigh myself every morning but now the scale terrifies me and i don't feel like i can handle it or else i'll have a mental breakdown. but maybe that's what i need to make some better progress.