somethings i would like to get off my chest
Juss keep in mind i love everyone. i juss feel that if im going to have a live journal im going to use it as if i had a personal journal. So here i go
1. im sick of people alwayz shit behind peoples backs and then denying it, or still talking to u and acting as if they never said anything..they think that o she would never find out so im still gunna be friends with her..example 1...Ashley Wind, i love that girl to death, but i heard she said something about me. it realli hurt me becuz she is supposed to be my best friend..SINCE WHEN DO YOUR FUCKING BEST FRIENDS TALK ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR FUCKING BACK TO SOMEONE WHO I DONT FUCKING LIKE BECUZ THEY TURNING YOU INTO SOMEONE YOUR FUCKING NOT...
2. Does everyone not hate it when your all sitting in the cafe with your friends, and your all having a good time, and then someone brings up a subject saying that they hate this person becuz they said this. it realli pisses me off how u cant sit there and have a good lunch without someone saying that ur best friend or ex best friend was making fun of you, there thinking there better then u. why cant we juss get along. why cant people keep there god damn mouths shut. its grade 12. were graduating this year, lets make it a good one!
3. NICOLE HYATT has a problem. she talks about everyone.. she cant shut up, she talks about me, britty, tasha, and melly. she says stupid shit, makes fun of peoples opinion, shes juss plain fucking scum. she thinks she is so much better then everyone by talking her shytty ass hurtfull opinions to other people. at least say it to there face. it would make everyone feel better instead of us having to hear it from our best friend that sum fucking sket it talking shyt. I HATE GURLZ..
4. I LOVE MEN...but i have a problem. i was totally obsessed with this guy named scott. i went partied with him, and i got to know him. well we defintaly got a little close..i was turned off after awhile, becuz he decided to claim me and if i talked to his friends he would get pissed off and throw a hissy fit. so is it that im turned off by the fact he was being completely childish, or was i turned off by the fact that i didnt like the way he held me or even kissed me? is it possible to loose interest in someone like that. thats happened to me like 5 times. im with someone and i kiss him, an di dont feel it. I feel SO picky becuz of the kisses the way the romance me, or the way they look into my eyes. I juss want to find that one guy, kiss him and have him romance me, and me know that everything will be ok. iuno...i juss dont get myself sometimes
i have so much more to talk about, but my angry mood was lost after that last paragraph..absolutely no one has to reply to this.. im juss saying whats on my mind, and how much all these people are hypicrites. i have never seen my friends fall down hill. im not one to talk, cuz im not getting any beter but if all of us work together we can make it through grade 12 together without the fights and fucking idiots acting like there still in elemantry school...YOUR IN FUCKING POST SECONDARY..FUCKING GROW UP
on another hand
kaz had a fucking wicked awesome party last night..yes there was drinking, but me? no surprisingly enough i didnt drink. i juss didnt feel like it. i felt i could have fun with my friends without being drunk. although it was halarious to see kaz acting scenes and being all drunk!lol....we all decided after feeling pretty good *minus me* go to the square, britty and tasha decided to order a little big foot. whic h we all ate on them, and kinda wasted on these 2 bitches who ran into us, if i wasnt holding onto a piece of pizza and wasnt cold those girls would have gotten a niiiiice beating. BUT ANYWAYZ..we found out l8r on sum VERY disturbing news about miss paulson and decided to run into A&P and find a little fucker..but he had left for home. *WATCH OUT WE"LL GET U* so after about an hour there we decided to go home. and the walk home was fun. screaming, running, flashing cars, walking down the street holding onto eachothers asses. it was fun. so we got back to kaz's and we all fell asleep watching katie the sped..LMFAO..im gunna be sick.lol..katie do u know where babys come from...its a secret.LMFAO...well we all fell asleep accept for 3 little shyts*kaz britty and tasha* omg they wouldnt leave me alone, aparrently i did somn to arrupt kaz...and do she decided to try and stick my hand down my pants and took i picture, and i woke up and said, if u woulda asked i coudla helped u.lmfao*somn along those lines anywayz* but it was funny. i have fun.lol..but thats all the writing, this is long enough..\
luv ma ladies
<3Crystal
1. im sick of people alwayz shit behind peoples backs and then denying it, or still talking to u and acting as if they never said anything..they think that o she would never find out so im still gunna be friends with her..example 1...Ashley Wind, i love that girl to death, but i heard she said something about me. it realli hurt me becuz she is supposed to be my best friend..SINCE WHEN DO YOUR FUCKING BEST FRIENDS TALK ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR FUCKING BACK TO SOMEONE WHO I DONT FUCKING LIKE BECUZ THEY TURNING YOU INTO SOMEONE YOUR FUCKING NOT...
2. Does everyone not hate it when your all sitting in the cafe with your friends, and your all having a good time, and then someone brings up a subject saying that they hate this person becuz they said this. it realli pisses me off how u cant sit there and have a good lunch without someone saying that ur best friend or ex best friend was making fun of you, there thinking there better then u. why cant we juss get along. why cant people keep there god damn mouths shut. its grade 12. were graduating this year, lets make it a good one!
3. NICOLE HYATT has a problem. she talks about everyone.. she cant shut up, she talks about me, britty, tasha, and melly. she says stupid shit, makes fun of peoples opinion, shes juss plain fucking scum. she thinks she is so much better then everyone by talking her shytty ass hurtfull opinions to other people. at least say it to there face. it would make everyone feel better instead of us having to hear it from our best friend that sum fucking sket it talking shyt. I HATE GURLZ..
4. I LOVE MEN...but i have a problem. i was totally obsessed with this guy named scott. i went partied with him, and i got to know him. well we defintaly got a little close..i was turned off after awhile, becuz he decided to claim me and if i talked to his friends he would get pissed off and throw a hissy fit. so is it that im turned off by the fact he was being completely childish, or was i turned off by the fact that i didnt like the way he held me or even kissed me? is it possible to loose interest in someone like that. thats happened to me like 5 times. im with someone and i kiss him, an di dont feel it. I feel SO picky becuz of the kisses the way the romance me, or the way they look into my eyes. I juss want to find that one guy, kiss him and have him romance me, and me know that everything will be ok. iuno...i juss dont get myself sometimes
i have so much more to talk about, but my angry mood was lost after that last paragraph..absolutely no one has to reply to this.. im juss saying whats on my mind, and how much all these people are hypicrites. i have never seen my friends fall down hill. im not one to talk, cuz im not getting any beter but if all of us work together we can make it through grade 12 together without the fights and fucking idiots acting like there still in elemantry school...YOUR IN FUCKING POST SECONDARY..FUCKING GROW UP
on another hand
kaz had a fucking wicked awesome party last night..yes there was drinking, but me? no surprisingly enough i didnt drink. i juss didnt feel like it. i felt i could have fun with my friends without being drunk. although it was halarious to see kaz acting scenes and being all drunk!lol....we all decided after feeling pretty good *minus me* go to the square, britty and tasha decided to order a little big foot. whic h we all ate on them, and kinda wasted on these 2 bitches who ran into us, if i wasnt holding onto a piece of pizza and wasnt cold those girls would have gotten a niiiiice beating. BUT ANYWAYZ..we found out l8r on sum VERY disturbing news about miss paulson and decided to run into A&P and find a little fucker..but he had left for home. *WATCH OUT WE"LL GET U* so after about an hour there we decided to go home. and the walk home was fun. screaming, running, flashing cars, walking down the street holding onto eachothers asses. it was fun. so we got back to kaz's and we all fell asleep watching katie the sped..LMFAO..im gunna be sick.lol..katie do u know where babys come from...its a secret.LMFAO...well we all fell asleep accept for 3 little shyts*kaz britty and tasha* omg they wouldnt leave me alone, aparrently i did somn to arrupt kaz...and do she decided to try and stick my hand down my pants and took i picture, and i woke up and said, if u woulda asked i coudla helped u.lmfao*somn along those lines anywayz* but it was funny. i have fun.lol..but thats all the writing, this is long enough..\
luv ma ladies
<3Crystal