May 23, 2004 00:29
1) i need: control of my temper
2) i find: that i push people away
3) i want: the way things used to be
4) i have: no heart
5) i wish: i wasnt such a bitch to everyone n didnt fuck things up
6) i love: every person i have ever met...specially all my eastdale babys
7) i hate: myself
8) i miss: my old life
9) i fear: my life
10)i feel: hated
11)i hear: my brother talking and he wont shut the fuck up
12)i smell: fear
13)i wonder: why im not worthy to anyone
14)i regret: hurting everyones feelings in the past
Evanesence - forgive me
Can you forgive me again
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
To kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret
I cry, I don't want to lose you
But somehow I know that you will never leave me
Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside
That I'm sorry
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
Default - taking my life away
??? reach beside
??? to find
I dreamed of this so long
this used to feel so strong
now I wait
wish these thoughts would go away
I hope I dream of you
'cause it's taking my life away
no, I don't hate
but these thoughts won't go away
I hope I dream of you
'cause it's taking my life away
deep down it hides
making life a crime
I dreamed of this so long
this used to feel so strong
now I wait
wish these thoughts would go away
I hope I dream of you
'cause it's taking my life away
no, I don't hate
but these thoughts won't go away
I hope I dream of you
'cause it's taking my life away
deep down it hides
now I wait
wish these thoughts would go away
I hope I dream of you
'cause it's taking my life away
no, I don't hate
but these thoughts won't go away
I hope I dream of you
'cause it's taking my life away
'cause it's taking my life away
'cause it's taking my life away
im sorri to anyone i have hurt i reali truly am...i juss need serious help...n my life the past like 6-7 months has been absolutely insanely retarded...im not doing anything with my life...all my marks are dropping, im not the crystal i used to me...n im so sorri...i juss wish i could take back everything ihave ever done...i know that i cant but if i could i would...im sorri to ppl i got mad at over guyz..yea i cant get guyz..so i totally give up..im sorri that im SUCH A FUCKING SCREW UP N I CANT EVER DO FUCKING RIGHT.........IM SORRI:'(:'(