holy crap.. i hate working.. Grrrrrrrrrr!!! i need some danged sleep
Whats up peOPLES?? man... im sitting at work.. i been here for an hour. and its only 8 o'clock.. holy shit.. im exhausted.. oh yeah. by the way.. i have a myspace.com thingie.. so if you want to check that out.. you can.. its still under construction though.. i don't have time for everything and that is one thing that i put behind other things.. ahhhhh mannnn.. me and brit are going to club tabu or taboo.. however you spell that.. we are going there on friday.. oh yeah!! this is gonan be fun.. i cant wait.. well yesterday i got off work early to take brit to the eye doctor.. and i had to hold Hayden while she was seeing the doctor and holy crap.. 13 months old do not want to sit still.. haha.. it was soo funny.. hes over here just squirming and im saying.. shhh. hayden.. hush. haha.. and he was all over the place. but hes the cutest baby i have ever seen.. and its not just coz hes my godson either.. hes beautiful.. haha.. ya know.. i've come to the conclusion.. i dont think there is a such thing as TRUE LOVE.. i mean.. its exceptionally over-rated.. there is supposed to be that one person for everyone.. but i mean.. what are the chances in finding that one person?? i mean. God wouldnt put you neighbors.. so it would have to be all over the world.. and i just personally think that love is over-rated.. maybe its just coz i've been heartbroken soo many times that now.. i am cold.. who knows? however.. look how many divorces go on? people think that they can just get married and get a divorce and not think twice about it.. ? thats crazy.. i know most people must say this.. but i only want to get married once.. and if that doesn't work out.. then so be it.. but im not going to be one of those people getting married 4 and 5 times.. thast not love.. thats.. yeah, i can live with him.. i guess.. i wont get married til i know.. if i didnt have that person.. i would just die.. lol.. sounds pitiful yeah.. but hey. thats just me.. anywhos.. man!! college is gonan prolly suck.. coz i mean.. damn.. i 'll be working and going to school.. both full time.. GRRRRR... why does crap have to be soo complicated??? my mom said that college was the best time of her life.. and im going.. ???? no fricking way.. thats entirely too much work too much of the time.. i enjoy not having to do anything.. man.. i've bout decided.. i wanan marry a brain surgeon or something.. so we'll b rich so i don't have to do anything but sit at home and watch soap operas.. LOL>. just playig.. but damn.. that'd be nice..! anywhos.. man.. sorry.. i have alot to bitch about today for some reason.. not real sure why! but oh well.. okay well now i have ppl IMing me.. so ima go.. i'll catch up later.. love yall!!!