see, the thing with misery is that you're not alone...

[xxautmnsflamexx]

i had what i think was the longest dream i've ever had last nite. It just wouldn't fucking end...see, Kelly's parents have been trying to convince her to move back in with them. They've been telling her, "we can find a way to break the contract" yada yada yada...and, it's really nice to know that they want her back so bad...but what's supposed to happen to me if she goes back to them??? It's really starting to piss me off...the only reason i moved out is because she wanted me to, and i promised her that i would. I kept my word. And apparently her parents never wanted her to move out, but they gave her an ultimatem, said if she wasn't out by september 1st, she had to pay 500 a month, which is more than we pay here! So, she moved out, and now they say they never wanted her to go...Well, in the dream, she was like "you know what? they're rite. I can't do this anymore than you can. I'm moving out." So i spent what seemed like hours trying to convince this girl otherwise. Trying to remind her that if she moved out and broke the contract, i had nowhere to go. But she wouldn't listen. It came down to if she moved out i had to stay with one of my grandparents or something? i dunno, all i remember was that if she moved out the conditions i would have been stuck with were somewhere along the lines of slave labor. lol. But, i think i convinced her otherwise rite before i woke up...

lovely, eh? Aye me, things have gotten unorganized today. nothing's happened. Bout to go to Mum's. Get my hair cut, and see where it goes from there. hrm...

"softly the lite shines in through
the gates of grace on me and you..."