*Sigh*
Today-
I woke up got dressed and my mom came and got me and then yah...uh school....School wasn't all that good I was tired and had alot on my mind.UM...Sadly no highlights today...
I stayed after school cuz I had cheer from 3:30-5:30...IN the beginning we stunted, I*m in both stunt groups for pep-rally...so we worked on Katies Basket toss and then Merideths baby and cradle. they both went good so I was happy. We even got to do an extention with Merideth!.Good Job mere! ;) then after that we conditioned by running stairs and things like that then we went over the pep-rally cheer. and thats about it. Allix drove me home and we were at the light talking and we had the windows down and then all of a sudden this huge ass dog started barking SOO loud and it scared the shit outta us! it was hilarious tho! we laughed all the way home! and then some!
I got home around 5:45 and it got worse...Ugh!..I don*t even want to talk about it....I*m serisouly getting so frusterated at things right now..and all the time I just think about little things that piss me off and they all build up inside me and then I like Freak out at the littlest thing! and then I feel bad!! My Grandma says that since I don*t like to show my feelings or talk about things that bother be that I get more frusterated at small things..she also said that I have to much going on at one time and I dont get enough sleep...so IDK..maybe its that..I*m not sure..alls I know is I need jin here!...or I need to get close to lisa again b\c she was good with talking about things with me!! cuz shes a good listener!!...
ok anyways...I went to Karate @ 6:45 and I warmed up class...I havent done that in a while..anyways we did the same thing as monday...reviwed things................Next monday I am going in @ 5 to help with the white belts :-D little kids make me happy...
Ok so after all that we went to CVS and then we came back here and I took a shower and now I am here....it was the cutest thing...I get outta the shower and put out some ibprophan and water to take after I got dressed. well tanner was in the kitchen and I was like, tanner...DONT touch the pills! they can hurt u if u swallow them..so I come back down stairs..and they are GONE!..so me Freaking out I was yelling a tanner! I was like TANNER!! where are they! And he was like I Didnt take them I didnt take them so I asked him who did and he was like the cat did it! Me trying NOT to CRACK up was like what? what one!? and he was like Abby! she did it and I was like well then we are going to have to get rid of her and my Grandma was like tanner!? tell me the truth who did it and he was like it was abby so my G*ma asked if he seen her do it and he was like yah she took them put them in the water and stirred it!!!! And they were in the bottem of the cup...I couldnt help but smile cuz hes just so darn cute and he made my night!
Anyways I feel like CRAP right now..I have the biggest headache! and a cold!! well start of a cold! :'( Tomorrow I am going to nats after school and then i have cheer from 8-9:15 and then Friday I have a game and then I think I am going over lisas..if I can find the proper clothing!...saturday I think that my brother and sister are going to come over so I can spend some time with them and then sunday I am gonig to Jamies and then Monday we have to school and I might hang out with Joey and then I have karate....soo yah thats the next 5 days..I am gonig to go now I have to get tanner cereal!! and then i am going to sleep!!!
Jin- I miss u oer!! thanks for everything! I am the luckest person in the world to have u as a best friend!! No matter where u live we will always be close!!! cuz ur my other half!!!!!!! ( just like I am urs ) :-P.....I LOVE YOU!!
Lisa- You mean alot to me!! and ur the best @$$ buddy ever! we need to get close again! cuz we always had fun togeather!! @$$ BUDDYS 4L! I LOVE U TONZ!
Joey- U always know how to cheer me up 0:-) I love you! thanks for making me so happy!
i'm crying inside...and nobody knows it but me
^^ EXCATALY how I FEEL!