Sep 12, 2004 14:55
well last night was .......undescribable.. i dont even know where to start..It was .. just .. guh.. i cant even think of the words to describe it..
I'm really glad you were there
i've been on the ball with school and what not i'm actually excited about this new week cause i just want to go and get it all over with. I want to do my college apps and get out of here.. I want my own room where i can paint it whatever color i want. I my own room where i can turn on my music and walk around whenever i want because i'm not worried it will piss off my dad down stairs. I want to leave my lights on and my windows down and my clothes on the floor and my bed unmade.. I never liked making my bed... i love when i lay down on my bed and the sheets are all messed up and i snuggle into them. I want my own life my own rules my own everything.. i want it to be hard i want to make mistakes i want to feel life.. This year can go by as fast as it would like.