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so im in wellington...last night went out to dinner with robin, becca, mayan, and fallon at maceroni grill and had an awesoem time. Then went to coldstond...oy. i finally saw him...stuff sucks when all your friends interfere with your relationship...but anyway dayna told me he said some stuff, i asked him about it...it was a very bad setting for the conversation we needed to have...he denied everything dayna told me....but why the hell would dayna lie to me? i gave him so many opportunities to break up and he didnt do it. i asked him on the phone like 5 times about what dayna said and every time he said it wasnt true and thats not what he wanted. I dont think he knows what he wants, and draging out a relationship def isnt the way to go about figuring out what you want. The longer he waits the harder it will be for me, and i dont think he realizes that. I have plans to see him today before i leave, but im almost 100% positive that those plans wil fall through and it wont end up happening. And then im going to Atlantis tomorrow with the family...yay family vacations...not really. he probably doesnt even know im going, and if i dont talk to him before i go then i wont talk to him again until monday, and who even knows if we'll talk then. Everyone tells me i can do better, why dotn i see that too? Fallon thank you for everything you are the best! And i have amazing friends and i love them all.
Becca and Robin are still sleeping...jut waiting for them to get up so we can do something.
-ashley