better day!
today has been better so far.. but i just woke up about 15 min ago so ya.. anyways last nite we all went to the mexican rest. and then we rented are we there yet? and we went in the hot tub. me and manner watched the rest of animal house and then i fell asleep watching stargate. i really needed sleep!! im not as sad anymore.. just when i think about it. but i guess it will always be that way. i just wish things were soo much different. i cant change it so idk what to do... wow im prolly confoosing eeveryone right now, but o well i had to write that hehe. i'll try to update later but who knows...