Rose - Anna Tsuchiya

Jul 19, 2010 23:08

You know that feeling when you pour your heart out to your lover in an email just because you felt like it at no specific hour (like midnight), to let him know how much you love him and how stupidloving you feel making you be all corny by attaching songs by savage garden so that in the end after going all smiley to bed and waking up all smiley and expecting to find the same response or a better response or just a response!in your email (or a call) you find...nothing. And then you excuse it all day (and every check up) that he's probably distracted by his job or havent checked his email or who knows what skunk came along his way and still hope that by the end of the day he's gonna pop up and say how your words made him smile.

Then...he doesnt call ...and you wonder if hes in some trouble and needs your help or w/e and you try contacting him by reaching his brother or friend...friend's cell answered by him and you smile at the voice yet frown at the loud noise in the background then you come up with a lame excuse thinking you might be interrupting (haha ho the irony) his sounding like party WHICH he never bothered to send a txt or call to say "Hey! how are you? how was your day? Im here hanging out will be here for a while. Love ya!" ..............but instead a "did you do this and that" comes up no how are yous or i love yous till the end after he made you a list of to do's...

and that response to your heart poured out didnt come today...and tomorrow is a hope yet...

Oh my (-.-) I sound so emo (T.T) ....I blame Pms. But I wanted his precense to justified it (u.U)9

I never in my life felt so in love with someone to the point of wanting to cook and make cakes...cakes!! Or really wanting to show him the world literally 8O Or smiling at babys for some strange reason other than they are so lovely. Or ...feeling so motivated to be admired by him...to be everything for him...Ive never felt this way...so addicted to his flavor, to his scent,his hugs...I see him in my future but does he see me? my goodness what has he done to me?

I know our relationship has had some really hard moments, painful moments, yet i feel hope here in my heart that our mornings will keep turning brighter each time...if we never give up for the sake of all those abundant good times weve had. All the laughs and trust...

and hear myself talk? wasnt I annoyed minutes ago?? OH WHAT HAS HE DONE TO ME D"8

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p.s Oh no, Im still annoyed, after re reading this im still annoyed >:[ YOU PMS YOU MAKE ME PUT EVERYTHING UNDER THE LOOP

"Bring me some chocolate neeeed it"
"Wheres your bf to pamper you?"
".......somewhere...." D< ----> 8D9 yea yea yea! (bf)
"So thats why you are all annoyed"
"Nah...its PMS"
"...women..."hug me get away why dont you say you love me you suffocate me" agh women who gets you in pms."
"Take it as training for becoming a better man >;D Listening skills, patience you name it~"

lOVERRRRR

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