Oct 31, 2009 09:33
It's quite errie...how before this day i dream creepy stuff
last year: supermarket "i c dead people"
this year: "I want to sell your body, no? then I kill you" all in an endearing museum with cirque du soleil on the background...wtfudge??
I hate dreams where you want to run away & your legs feel so heavy as you do gets on my nerveeessss >8[
Im preety overprotective with my car & ...my music.
bro: "Can you lend me your car?"
V: "Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *follows questionaire of when,why,what,where,how*
bro:I need it to work.
V: You better take care of it >8[
Morning sunshine~
I woke up by Gazette's "Guren" song somewhere somehow then i remembered the cd was in my car along with many others. Got up, all zombie like, walked to my car ,all barefooted & messy hair with running makeup, my bro had running ready to leave & took out the Cd's.
"what are you doing?"
"Taking my cd's"
"Dont take them all, what will i listen to?"
"To your own cd's"
"C'mon"
"I want to listen to them."
"All of them??"
"Yes."
"rambles on , on how selfish i am"
Im not selfish, i just tend to take care of stuff i know that in his hands gets all messed up >;[ I dont want Ruki "rapping" where he shouldnt.
All woke up next is Japanese class like in...15 minutes. Am I ready? No....
I want some hot Cocoa T_T *claps* where is it?
-//-
I want caramel popcorn, black cherry icecream, chocolate, more chocolate stix, halls lollipops, moellux, gummies, japanese candy, japanese juice, japanese asahi beer, wine, cocoa...chinese food...sushi
Im not caring about calories right now...Im feelin heart broken , yes T_T
I knew I would see that old face I once liked alot...when I got to class he was missing so I gave up the idea, maybe he got busy with school like old times & droped the class. In our break I went to the office to get some change & ...there you were with your GF. You ignored me like you have been doing all this time...
mom: "Ah viri, do you know her? His my son's gf"
moi: "Oh, no I dont. Hi~ nice to meet you"
mom: "how about my son?" *he turns around to give me a glance as I nodded.
E: "Mom, she used to go with me when we first started 1st level"
Yes, yes E why dont you also mention how we both shared a bottle of wine with a talk im now ashamed of nnh? T_T Yes, why dont you also mention how we used to get along so well back on those days nnh? & now...you dont even look /talk to me! what happened?? Srsly, youre a guy who has alot of things I would love to know more of, youre a guy whos very intereting, smart but...your way of treating me like a stranger really blurs all these qualities that I thought you had...did I do anything that turn you on jerk-mode?
such a shame...really.
"You know all my love life, how about yours?" a girl asked me lately.
"My love life...is shakesperean T_T"
"What? xD Oh wait dont tell me something has happened to all of them?? (/; O ; \)"
"No..no I uh...something always happens that breaks up the mix" T_T
Im ...tired *sigh* just tired of this. I should just go for chinese food Oh wait you order that for twopeople dont you? fudge you! >_<
It helps tham Im almost PMSing...
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