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Ok so.
Some things have definately been happening lately..and I need to clear them up. before anything gets worst.
This is too all my close friends:
I'm really sorry about the last couple of months/weeks/days/ whatever. I know tons of you think im changing..ditching you..using you..or whatever else. which im not. I don't want any of my close friends to even think that, cuz it not true. I know people are probably talking about me..telling people false things. I don't want anyone to think im ignoring them. Tons of my friends have come up to me, left me stuff on Myspace..texted me..everything. to tell me that we dont talk anymore, or hang out..or that im acting really dumb. Which i didn't even realize that happened. I'm the type of person that needs people to tell me what im doing..if its wrong. or else i wont fix it, becuz i dont know its wrong. If that makes sense. I'm just really sorry to my lunch friends, for moving tables. No one did anything..it was all my fault. And im sorry if i dont say hi anymore..or talk to you. I haven't talked to most people becuz i thought they were mad at me..and didnt want to talk to me. so i gave them space..which in the same time made them think i didnt WANT to talk to them. Also, i apologize for being so focused on Sam..if you think he is making me ignore anyone..or changing..you're wrong. It has nothing to do with that. I don't want to be "ghetto" everytime i have said anything about that..I have been joking. I dont want to lose my real friends..to people who are becoming my friends becuz of my boyfriend..or my style. or whatever else. I did want to change, but nothing like this much. i didnt want to lose friends in the process. and im really really sorry for that. If you forgive me, thank you. If not, let me know..and i wont try to talk to you anymore.
Love,
Bre.
*This is probably my last post, for a while.*
Some things have definately been happening lately..and I need to clear them up. before anything gets worst.
This is too all my close friends:
I'm really sorry about the last couple of months/weeks/days/ whatever. I know tons of you think im changing..ditching you..using you..or whatever else. which im not. I don't want any of my close friends to even think that, cuz it not true. I know people are probably talking about me..telling people false things. I don't want anyone to think im ignoring them. Tons of my friends have come up to me, left me stuff on Myspace..texted me..everything. to tell me that we dont talk anymore, or hang out..or that im acting really dumb. Which i didn't even realize that happened. I'm the type of person that needs people to tell me what im doing..if its wrong. or else i wont fix it, becuz i dont know its wrong. If that makes sense. I'm just really sorry to my lunch friends, for moving tables. No one did anything..it was all my fault. And im sorry if i dont say hi anymore..or talk to you. I haven't talked to most people becuz i thought they were mad at me..and didnt want to talk to me. so i gave them space..which in the same time made them think i didnt WANT to talk to them. Also, i apologize for being so focused on Sam..if you think he is making me ignore anyone..or changing..you're wrong. It has nothing to do with that. I don't want to be "ghetto" everytime i have said anything about that..I have been joking. I dont want to lose my real friends..to people who are becoming my friends becuz of my boyfriend..or my style. or whatever else. I did want to change, but nothing like this much. i didnt want to lose friends in the process. and im really really sorry for that. If you forgive me, thank you. If not, let me know..and i wont try to talk to you anymore.
Love,
Bre.
*This is probably my last post, for a while.*