Hmm...

[xxanti_heroxx]

just spent some time back in zanesville....and i realized how much i really don't like being there. I mean, yeah its a good town, its just the fact that theres nothing there for me anymore. I come back to school and realize this is where I feel comfortable, where I can at least have some form of sanity. It was good seeing the rents, but besides that all my friends in zanesville are so much different than me, we just don't seem to really be friends anymore. They just seem the same as they were in highschool, and i'm just not the same anymore. I don't really know whats going on anymore, I can't say i'm happy, but i can't say i'm unhappy. Things with me and kim seem to be going okay now, I think we are really starting to get the break worked out. I never wanted to hurt her, but I need to find something, I don't know what I need to find but its out there somewhere. This is just another one of those whiny emo kid journals, but I could really care less its at least something for you fuckers to read since I don't update for shit anymore. I might actually start writing in this thing more, just to get my feelings into writing. Blah Blah Blah, this is all a bunch of crap anyways, I know all the people that read this, and they pretty much know whats going on anyways.

In other news, Phil Collins needs to go on tour near Dayton some time, it would rock my feeble little world, who would go with me? I need to end this, I'm boring the shit out of all of you I'm sure.