..lover, lay down.
It's 2:40 am. June 7. What is it about staying up late by yourself that makes you so.. contemplative.. calm.. depressed.. cliche.. ? I don't want to sleep.
There's hardly anyone on. Dave Matthews is keeping me company.
I don't understand myself. I'm so f-ing w e i r d.
I don't know how to just let go. Of myself, not others. I let them go all the time.
I'm scared.
Europe is going to be amazing.
Pain in my stomach.
How can some people be sooooo sure? about everything, anything! & others..have no idea.
I don't know what the hell I'm doing
I'm too fast. I get bored too fast. I move on too fast.
Why's it so easy for me to let go of the good things, when it was so hard to give up the bad..?
I can't get sick. The whole family is sick. 10-hour plane ride would suck sick.
STOP HURTING!!
"..images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
they call me on and on across the universe..
thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box,
they tumble blindly as they make their way, across the universe.
Jai guru deva om.. Nothing's gonna change my world."
snap out of it, kens.
ahhhhhh.
k, done.
-kens
There's hardly anyone on. Dave Matthews is keeping me company.
I don't understand myself. I'm so f-ing w e i r d.
I don't know how to just let go. Of myself, not others. I let them go all the time.
I'm scared.
Europe is going to be amazing.
Pain in my stomach.
How can some people be sooooo sure? about everything, anything! & others..have no idea.
I don't know what the hell I'm doing
I'm too fast. I get bored too fast. I move on too fast.
Why's it so easy for me to let go of the good things, when it was so hard to give up the bad..?
I can't get sick. The whole family is sick. 10-hour plane ride would suck sick.
STOP HURTING!!
"..images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes,
they call me on and on across the universe..
thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box,
they tumble blindly as they make their way, across the universe.
Jai guru deva om.. Nothing's gonna change my world."
snap out of it, kens.
ahhhhhh.
k, done.
-kens