pondering
i'm a little disappointed. not that i don't appreciate the people that DID comment, i just hoped that more would've on the post that said to ask me 3 questions. i really don't have much more to say right now. just needed to have a miniscule vent post. oh yeah. and one thing i hate the most about people is when they have boast about everything that they have and everything they do and how perfect everything is all the time. it's one thing if i freaking ask. but most of the time i honestly don't care. to all of you that do that, i have one thing to say. i can guarantee you that i am happier than you with the things that i have. my husband and i work our butts off for the stuff we have. it may not be the best of everything and we might not have jet skis or a huge tv or a beautiful house or go on a hundred vacations, but to me, none of that stuff matters if you're not happy with yourself, or the one you're with. if you were truely happy, it wouldn't matter what anyone else thought, so it wouldn't be crucial in every conversation to mention all of that. we just had one of the best anniversaries anyone could ever have. i'm not sure if i posted about it, but regardless, i don't point out to everyone how much it cost and everything. despite that though, it wouldn't have mattered if we stayed in a freaking castle in scotland. everything is what you make of it. some people may not know that this past anniversary was our second. did you ever hear about our first?? probably not, cuz guess what we were doing. writing letters back and forth from thousands of miles away from each other. try celebrating something when you can't even be with the person!!! but, it's moments like those that i have to reflect on to make me cherish EVERY moment that i can spend with him. we spent this valentine's day at home. i made fondue and i think we may have watched a movie. we didn't have to spend a ton of money, or even leave the house to have a beautiful evening. ok...this post lasted a lot longer than i wanted it to. i guess it's been longer than i should've waited to vent. so anyways, have a wonderful day!!!
♥ audrey
♥ audrey