"i'm fucked..."
despite everything, i still really want to be friends. the kind of friends that get together all of the time. that hang out and drink beer and watch great movies cause they are both so awesome and know kids who own 250 dvds.
sometimes i wish there had never been the sex part. and im not saying that it wasnt good, cause it was, but just that maybe then this part would be easier. this we are nothing and never were nothing because i insist on saying we were nothing but we both felt something. this thing that we dragged out for 2 years now.. i just wish it meant something to you. and if it did, i wish you would tell me.
i wish you wouldnt tell me you want to be friends and then put in no effort.
...i saw you today and now i can't forget your crooked smile.
sometimes i wish there had never been the sex part. and im not saying that it wasnt good, cause it was, but just that maybe then this part would be easier. this we are nothing and never were nothing because i insist on saying we were nothing but we both felt something. this thing that we dragged out for 2 years now.. i just wish it meant something to you. and if it did, i wish you would tell me.
i wish you wouldnt tell me you want to be friends and then put in no effort.
...i saw you today and now i can't forget your crooked smile.