I want to many things.
For the past month, I have wanted to do nothin but draw, photograph, craft, organize, read and clean. But I know too well my prioritites, and none of those are one. I've got two weeks left of school + some days for exams. It really is not much time at all, but I have 3 papers to revise entirely, 1 exam, 3 finals, to read a shitload and homework to do within those two weeks. It is alot, but I just have no modivation cause all I want to do is do artsy things. I honestly crave it everyday. I am jealous of my brother with the art gene. I hate that I have been sick for the past 3+ months, and I can't seem to get over it. I nap too often, and sleep in too much. I waste time, hours doing nothing. I also take too much time on one thing, and seem to never accomplish anything. I am doing average in school, when I know I could be doing better. I could accomplish so much more in a day, but I don't. I suck. Anyways I cannot wait for two weeks to be done when I can finally do some ME things.