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My god, i had no idea what amanda says behind my back on her live journal. I know me and cory dont like eachother but i didn't know her friends want to kill me. I do get moody, but hell so does amanda.
NO one knows me...Knows how i think and feel, how hurt i get the pain, crying. Im at the end of the rope.
And i fucking cant take it anymore. Im not mad, amanda has hurt me so deeply this time, i love her but everything was good and now i want to kill myself again.
I just dont care anymore.
People only know what amanda tells them-which is always bad (she only talks about me when we get in a fight) but ppl dont know me, no one should judge me by what amanda says, thats the wrong way to go.
Oh well, this time i just dont give a fuck. All this shit amanda has been doing to me latey has broke my heart, and im not sure if i love her anymore, i just dont care.
I feel so numb and alone-except for my friends thank god,
back the good ole' razor!
NO one knows me...Knows how i think and feel, how hurt i get the pain, crying. Im at the end of the rope.
And i fucking cant take it anymore. Im not mad, amanda has hurt me so deeply this time, i love her but everything was good and now i want to kill myself again.
I just dont care anymore.
People only know what amanda tells them-which is always bad (she only talks about me when we get in a fight) but ppl dont know me, no one should judge me by what amanda says, thats the wrong way to go.
Oh well, this time i just dont give a fuck. All this shit amanda has been doing to me latey has broke my heart, and im not sure if i love her anymore, i just dont care.
I feel so numb and alone-except for my friends thank god,
back the good ole' razor!